Hi everyone,

Well I’ve been feeling really emotional today. I returned home last night after the birth of my first nephew. He is possibly the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I’m completely in love, he’s so special..

Feeling a little sad at the moment as I have still not been able to start my cycle as my period hasnt arrived..Im late..Now before anyone gets excited Im 99.99999% sure Im not pregnant..I have done 2 HPT’s (both BFN) and we were also told we were “pretty much never going to concieve a child naturally”, hence our ICSI journey… I’ve been really worried that something has gone wrong especially after all the pain I went through last week, it just seems like too much of a coincedence..I feel like I just dont know what to do..I was so excited about counting down the days to when I can finally get things underway for our journey to starting a family and now…nothing…I cant even have that..

I” keep you updated as to how things go…

P.s, Happy valentines day :)



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